it is my STORY
not yours child you have thought it yours.. since you were little you have know ME and I have known YOU you have not let me in .. let ME love you care for you AND
tell OUR STORY - to the point you were lost there is no where you went or could go that i was not THERE you numbed yourself with all sorts of things - food, pursuing things that you thought brought you happiness but only eneded in dissappointment this new lifestyle we are embarking on is an ADVENTURE--
the one I"VE been waiting to go on with YOU for a VERY LONG TIME-- there have been many lessons along the way haven't there-- you have to be able to receive to go on this ADVENTURE -- I have much to GIVE you (why do we struggle so with this truth?)
you do not need anyone's permission I, even I, give you a choice CHOOSE this day--
SING MY song tell MY STORY our STORY
God is re-connecting me to my SELF-SONG...
there are NO STRINGS attached to my BLESSINGS - none ENJOY them RECEIVE them they are MY GIFTS to you to be unwrapped..
I don't RECEIVE well. at all i live in a constant state of when something good happens .. something really bad will happen which equals - no JOY in my life nobody does anything without expecting something in return right? they act like they don't want anything but they really do. sooner or later it comes out.
me and God have been working on this this was an entry from my journal last week and the subsequent dialouge that He so sweetly shared with with me under the sun while the wind whipped my face and the birds sang just for me..or i imagined they did
so when i say thank YOU..all of YOU and when nikki & i are putting our heart and soul in this i know they are GIFTS from my Father and i am ever so humbly and with great AWE opening them and for the first time
i am learning to ENJOY them and not torturing myself that it is all going to be stripped away that maybe .. just maybe this time the other shoe WILL not drop
and even if it does i have peace that i am living WITHIN each day receiving HIS GIFTS and treasuring them and letting go and letting Him in..sharing the MINGLING of OUR STORIES
::::GUESS where we are going in MAY?
sweet home ALABAMA - we have never been there so we are so PUMPED! i want to dedicate a POST just for this in the coming week or so cause my heart has so much to spill..
this soul friend - unbeknownst to her has cupped my heart in such a way that only God could have written this story. i struggle with feeling so unworthy and frightened..like the little girl skin i feel so comfortable in. BIG GIRLS do this i told nikki yesterday. i need balcony sisters. sisters to encourage me to help me grow. i am a natural wallflower. i wasn't popular in school. i am NOT a social butterfly but i long to be seen..not by all.. by those that are for my person..does that make sense? i never will be that girl..i don't want to be. i do want to live in the arena..and i want to dare greatly. i believe God brought us together and i am left without words until i meet her and can squeeze her neck and listen to her heart..that is what attracts me to people. their heart.
we have been working on designs for just Perfectly Imperfect...ones you will only find there. ever. and new designs for our sign store which re-opens MARCH 26! we will have some fun PROMO's so keep watching - AND MOXIE....whew!
i so wish we could all meet for coffee and just encourage and hug on each other.
:::::::::::::::::MOXIE is OPen for business. click HERE for the SHOP
we opened with what we could but there is SO MUCH more to come!
we are doing CUSTOM shirt orders too so if you have a saying you want on a shirt...HOLLER at us we have kinks to work out. a logo to have made LOTS more designs to put in and photograph a FITNESS line coming in a few weeks that is FULL of COLOR...you will LOVE them i promise:) a yO girL line that is adorable
so be sure to go check the shop out...say HI to NIKKI...this is her baby. know how many times you make me cry with your words and support. i feel like i am accepting an oscar...ha! but there is no way that we would be here.. at this page in our story.. without YOU
may your MONDAY be filled with all the goodness of HIS love..may you know that you are KNOWN by HIM. YOU are loved and worthy to be loved just as YOU are. YOU are ENOUGH....xo