sometimes we don't live to see the whole purpose for our lives...our children do. Have you ever thought about that? I may not see the bigger picture...just like David and Solomon. The fulfillment maybe in my children's/grand children's lifetime. This thought brings some peace.
sometimes God speaks to us even when when we have run...Moses fleeing the country and living as a foreigner in the land of Midian. God spoke to him through the burning bush. He was in the habit of talking/listening all day long. He noticed the bush:) That I may notice the bush.
sometimes you can look in the windows of a house that is under construction and live to tell about it...lol! Today I did. I stepped out of the boundaries I set for myself and stepped into the boundaries God wants to give me....they are much much bigger than my own I fear:).
sometimes God speaks and I hear and I do the hard thing...in obedience. Because my heart wants what He wants for me...It is like my eyes were opened..again..in the same place as I left off. I believe He wants me to learn something that I didn't learn earlier. We are picking up where we left off aren't we Father...and I smile. He loves me so. I heard yesterday. I wept with tears of joy..and I wrote the email and hit send before I could think about it.
This Thursday I have peace.Have you ever heard God speak and it was uncomfortable to obey but you did anyway? what happened if I may ask?
Ending the day with frozen yogurt...had a restful day with my best friend at the pool. Watching our children play. Today I have joy~