Dear monday: why do you blog?

 

Why do you blog?  I know...deep question right?  One that I am really digging deep to answer.  Asking your help at the end...

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Here are TWO questions I am asking.

Why did I start blogging

I started this last October to just start writing my heart about the changes that God  was doing in my life.  Laying down the heart words on paper.  I have always journaled but the problem is when I went back to read the journals...10 years later I am still in many of the same situations. Not much change.  That is a big problem.  for me.  I am walking the middle right now waiting for direction on which way to go ... right or left.

Warning: Vulnerable Confession!

I have NO background in writing, crafting, design, photography anything. I didn't even finish high school.  I was married at 16 and had my first three children by the time I was 22. I did later go back to get my GED.  That being said - I've been a stay at home mom since I was 16.  So 26 years.  I am blogging for ME first...to sort myself out...HA!   I would love to write some kind of book.    I have a few ideas.  I will need an editor as you all know I don't know the grammer rules etc.  I just write how I talk....lol?  works for me but not so much for a book:)

It has been 5 months?  now what?  what is my niche?  I really want to know!

I have no idea. I know - not a good answer but an honest one.  I am definitely a beauty hunter this I know.  My heart is deep and complicated.  I love to write the heart dialogue down and I look for God to answer them.  I am wanting to find out who I am, my purpose and how to live securely and .......I have a heart for women who's hearts are hemorrhaging, women in abusive relationships and are locked in prisons of fear and do not know how and/or do not have the tools and support to live life fully. How to take care of themselves and their children. How to find healing for the lies that were laid down with the wounds.

I do enjoy decorating, cooking and all of the things that encompass being a woman.  Just not sure what the blog should be about.  Maybe it can be all these things... I just don't know.

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this is what has been on my heart for my blog...His blog really.  I really do pray very much about this blog and the direction He wants me to take it.  He initiated this and I am want to follow hard after it.  I think of you all often as I write.  Three of my five children are grown.  The younger two are 16 & 11 and I feel it is time.  This last 10-11 years have been tumultuous to say the least. Lots of changes.  If I'm going to write a different future I am going to have to get off the fence and go right or left.  I don't want to look back in 10 more years and STILL see the same thing.  It is like deep dreams that I have buried and or never believed in ... are now saying " It is time" .

 

What is your niche? do you know?  how did you know?

Why do you blog? Honestly?

I would love ANY constructive criticism on what you all may see as my niche.  What I might do away with and what I should do more of.  I would love very much to hear your words.

Thinking your Monday is the first day of a brand new dream

xo

Linking up to Jen @ Finding Heaven this Tuesday. . . hoping you can stop by:)

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