{ MY PSALM 120 }

Let it truly begin with me....
I am exhausted...done
I want PEACE
always fighting
Pushing forward ~ for some semblance
of a life~
teetering on collapse ~
lots of pieces have already fallen
DOWN
My HEART
is clinging to
the last piece of
myself
when it NEEDS to be clinging
to GOD
my
COVENANT MAKER and KEEPER
{10.21.2009}

In every life there are times when the pain we carry refuses to let us NOT look at it.  We can either shove it back down OR....turn it over and over....until we choose what we are going to do with it.  Are we going to continue to play the " game of circle "? 

OR

are we going to choose a new path? It's scary isn't it...we don't know this place...it is easier to do what we have always done

Maybe not this time ... just MAYBE

Always Building ~